so it's been awhile. every time i try and write something on here, i end up writing these intense metaphors that only i get and then i feel stupid and write about that.
isnt that called poetry?
hahaha anywaysss,
life is kind of goin by right now. only half conscious of what im doing, just kinda wingin it.
school is rough, and i guess it always will be. i just wish it was over. highschool at least. i cant wait to go to college. i wish i could just skip the next two and a half years of my life.
i dont like where i am though, im sort of lost. like i feel like ive been standing on this path for awhile, and i was distracted by something, and i strayed off. and i now i want back on, but my mind was so set on this distraction, that i couldnt remember what i was doing or how i did it in the first place.
im kind of ready to move on.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
RELIENT K RELIENT K RELIENT K RELIENT KKKKK
RELIENT K IS THE BEST BAND IN THE FREAKIN WORLD. I LOVE RELIENT K SO MUCH.
LAST NIGHT WAS THE
ABSOLUTE,
JAW-DROPPING,
MAKE YOUR HEART SKIP 3492384 BEATS,
SCREAM AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS-
MOST
INCREDIBLE,
MOST
AMAZING,
BEST MUSIC OF YOUR FLIPPIN LIFE,
AWESOME.
they played
be my escape
high of 75
which to bury, us or the hatchet
let it all out- WHICH WAS SO AMAZING. the guy from copeland [the lead singer] was the other vocalist in it. IT SOUNDED PERFECT.
who i am hates who ive been
MOOD RINGS. HOLY COW. THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN TO SING. TO SEE THEM PLAY, TO HEAR EVERYONE ELSE SCREAMING ALONG. IT WAS SO AMAZING.
falling out
devestation and reform
bite my tounge..i think
must have done something right [[cc's favorite]] - we got them to come back on stage and play it. :D
they played a bunch of their new stuff from forget and not slow down, and they also played like four songs from the birds and the beesides, but i didnt know those too well, ha.
but seriously, to hear them play... to hear my favorite songs in person, to see the original composers play.. the emotion given off is so indescribable..it was a new, genuine happy, the kind i can only get from this uhmazing band. and God, you could definitively tell that he was there during this. the crowd was full of nice people, like there was this mini mash pit, like it wasnt fighting, just like a bunch of people jumping around and actin crazy, but excitement lead their motives.
while we were in line to buy stuff, this guy came over and talked to us about how the bible talks about different kinds of worship and how much he loves relient k and we mentioned how thier lyrics have double meaning, and we all agreed it was so cool, and how when they sing about God's love, its the real deal, ah hah. he was cool, but cc was freakin out cause he was older than 21. haha idk
my camera died half way through and i screamed out in the middle of a song "NOOOOOOOOO!" i was devestated. so i hate to suffice with my phone's camera and take pics and video with that. then i had to switch to recorded audio, so maybe i can do something with that, like make it into one big video. the audio isnt fantastic, but you know.
the whole theme was "three hour tour" and after a couple of songs, they started playing the gilligan's island theme song, and i got it cause they had like an ss minnow life ring, and some bamboo, and some steel drums and so they played like the little mermaid, under the sea, song, and they have random intervals of transition where they did like the office theme song with some lyrics, or the subway song, with the whole "sub way- EAT FRESH" deal, that was hilarious.
ahhh, i cant believe i finally saw relient k in concert. it was better than i imagined.
THANKYOU GOD FOR GIVING THEM EXCELLENT TALENTS :DDDD
LAST NIGHT WAS THE
ABSOLUTE,
JAW-DROPPING,
MAKE YOUR HEART SKIP 3492384 BEATS,
SCREAM AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS-
MOST
INCREDIBLE,
MOST
AMAZING,
BEST MUSIC OF YOUR FLIPPIN LIFE,
AWESOME.
they played
be my escape
high of 75
which to bury, us or the hatchet
let it all out- WHICH WAS SO AMAZING. the guy from copeland [the lead singer] was the other vocalist in it. IT SOUNDED PERFECT.
who i am hates who ive been
MOOD RINGS. HOLY COW. THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN TO SING. TO SEE THEM PLAY, TO HEAR EVERYONE ELSE SCREAMING ALONG. IT WAS SO AMAZING.
falling out
devestation and reform
bite my tounge..i think
must have done something right [[cc's favorite]] - we got them to come back on stage and play it. :D
they played a bunch of their new stuff from forget and not slow down, and they also played like four songs from the birds and the beesides, but i didnt know those too well, ha.
but seriously, to hear them play... to hear my favorite songs in person, to see the original composers play.. the emotion given off is so indescribable..it was a new, genuine happy, the kind i can only get from this uhmazing band. and God, you could definitively tell that he was there during this. the crowd was full of nice people, like there was this mini mash pit, like it wasnt fighting, just like a bunch of people jumping around and actin crazy, but excitement lead their motives.
while we were in line to buy stuff, this guy came over and talked to us about how the bible talks about different kinds of worship and how much he loves relient k and we mentioned how thier lyrics have double meaning, and we all agreed it was so cool, and how when they sing about God's love, its the real deal, ah hah. he was cool, but cc was freakin out cause he was older than 21. haha idk
my camera died half way through and i screamed out in the middle of a song "NOOOOOOOOO!" i was devestated. so i hate to suffice with my phone's camera and take pics and video with that. then i had to switch to recorded audio, so maybe i can do something with that, like make it into one big video. the audio isnt fantastic, but you know.
the whole theme was "three hour tour" and after a couple of songs, they started playing the gilligan's island theme song, and i got it cause they had like an ss minnow life ring, and some bamboo, and some steel drums and so they played like the little mermaid, under the sea, song, and they have random intervals of transition where they did like the office theme song with some lyrics, or the subway song, with the whole "sub way- EAT FRESH" deal, that was hilarious.
ahhh, i cant believe i finally saw relient k in concert. it was better than i imagined.
THANKYOU GOD FOR GIVING THEM EXCELLENT TALENTS :DDDD
Thursday, October 8, 2009
sixt fifty two pee emm
im so tired i could sleep forever.
and consequensally enough today is one of those major homework days. honestly though, i havent had that many, typically the hw levels arent bad, its just its adding up. :/
im so tired i could sleep through next week.
and im having difficulty telling my dreams apart from reality.
like i keep forgetting what was said in real life and in my dream. its weird.
im considering staying home tomorrow. not really, then ill fall really behind in bio.
whatever.
it took me four times to correctly hit the period [ . ] button.
and consequensally enough today is one of those major homework days. honestly though, i havent had that many, typically the hw levels arent bad, its just its adding up. :/
im so tired i could sleep through next week.
and im having difficulty telling my dreams apart from reality.
like i keep forgetting what was said in real life and in my dream. its weird.
im considering staying home tomorrow. not really, then ill fall really behind in bio.
whatever.
it took me four times to correctly hit the period [ . ] button.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
just forget it, forget and forget. forget forget forget forget forget.
FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT.
FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT.
FORGET IT.
seriously, FORGET IT;
and let it be forgotten.
FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT.
FORGET IT.
seriously, FORGET IT;
and let it be forgotten.
Monday, October 5, 2009
the ride up
rollercoasters; i either love them or hate them, but i typically hate them first. its the initial climb up the giant hill that gets me, the anticipation and anxiousness combined while sitting there waiting to come up and over,
and then eventually fall.
the fall is always scary as crap, i clutch on to anything for dear life, and then when the coaster hits the fellow swoop that brings you back up, my stomach reaches the rest of my body and i realize im okay and the cart isnt going to break either.
but i have to live it first, i have to test the water before jumping in.
lets say theres two coasters, coaster one is in a nicely lit area, doesnt look too tipsy tourney, goes upside down a few times, it looks a little fun actually. its steel, its stable and sturdy; you like it. its familiar and comforting. it goes fast, but its not scary. the slower parts are calm but enjoyable. its your friend's favorite coaster too.
coaster two looks familiar, but the differences are clear; its aged and damaged, its had too much time. some twists and turns look skeptical, and there are some killer drops. from what you can tell, all of the coaster is there, but part of it is blocked off by the first coaster. there are certain spots that look like they are about to break any moment. and you see that some tracks have been replaced, so its more smooth in certain areas, but those areas are followed by some of the worse looking tracks. the carts are an attractive color, and its got a catchy name. youre oddly attracted to it, yearning for the daring experience, a chance to be brave. but you also want to ride it for your own curiosity, despite the epic and notable faults.
which would you choose?
would you stick with something plain and simple, familiar,
or would you try something drastically daring and risky, unknowing if you'd come out okay?
and then eventually fall.
the fall is always scary as crap, i clutch on to anything for dear life, and then when the coaster hits the fellow swoop that brings you back up, my stomach reaches the rest of my body and i realize im okay and the cart isnt going to break either.
but i have to live it first, i have to test the water before jumping in.
lets say theres two coasters, coaster one is in a nicely lit area, doesnt look too tipsy tourney, goes upside down a few times, it looks a little fun actually. its steel, its stable and sturdy; you like it. its familiar and comforting. it goes fast, but its not scary. the slower parts are calm but enjoyable. its your friend's favorite coaster too.
coaster two looks familiar, but the differences are clear; its aged and damaged, its had too much time. some twists and turns look skeptical, and there are some killer drops. from what you can tell, all of the coaster is there, but part of it is blocked off by the first coaster. there are certain spots that look like they are about to break any moment. and you see that some tracks have been replaced, so its more smooth in certain areas, but those areas are followed by some of the worse looking tracks. the carts are an attractive color, and its got a catchy name. youre oddly attracted to it, yearning for the daring experience, a chance to be brave. but you also want to ride it for your own curiosity, despite the epic and notable faults.
which would you choose?
would you stick with something plain and simple, familiar,
or would you try something drastically daring and risky, unknowing if you'd come out okay?
Saturday, October 3, 2009
SERIOUSLY GUYS
it wasnt even a big deal.
why are we letting something SO SMALL break EVERYONE UP?
this.is.so.dumb.
AND I WILL PUT A PERIOD AFTER EVERY WORD FOR ADDED EMPHASIS.
got a problem with it?
THEN DONT READ MY FREAKIN BLOG.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
game night was fun.
and guess what.
NO ONE WAS THERE.
minus rob, JARED, his friend, and justin.
i hate how screwed up everything is.
why are we letting something SO SMALL break EVERYONE UP?
this.is.so.dumb.
AND I WILL PUT A PERIOD AFTER EVERY WORD FOR ADDED EMPHASIS.
got a problem with it?
THEN DONT READ MY FREAKIN BLOG.
GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
game night was fun.
and guess what.
NO ONE WAS THERE.
minus rob, JARED, his friend, and justin.
i hate how screwed up everything is.
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