sixt fifty two pee emm

im so tired i could sleep forever.
and consequensally enough today is one of those major homework days. honestly though, i havent had that many, typically the hw levels arent bad, its just its adding up. :/

im so tired i could sleep through next week.
and im having difficulty telling my dreams apart from reality.
like i keep forgetting what was said in real life and in my dream. its weird.

im considering staying home tomorrow. not really, then ill fall really behind in bio.
whatever.

it took me four times to correctly hit the period [ . ] button.

LIFE IS SO CRAZY

the end.

just forget it, forget and forget. forget forget forget forget forget.

FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT.

FORGET IT. FORGET IT. FORGET IT.
FORGET IT.

seriously, FORGET IT;

and let it be forgotten.

the ride up

rollercoasters; i either love them or hate them, but i typically hate them first. its the initial climb up the giant hill that gets me, the anticipation and anxiousness combined while sitting there waiting to come up and over,
and then eventually fall.
the fall is always scary as crap, i clutch on to anything for dear life, and then when the coaster hits the fellow swoop that brings you back up, my stomach reaches the rest of my body and i realize im okay and the cart isnt going to break either.

but i have to live it first, i have to test the water before jumping in.

lets say theres two coasters, coaster one is in a nicely lit area, doesnt look too tipsy tourney, goes upside down a few times, it looks a little fun actually. its steel, its stable and sturdy; you like it. its familiar and comforting. it goes fast, but its not scary. the slower parts are calm but enjoyable. its your friend's favorite coaster too.

coaster two looks familiar, but the differences are clear; its aged and damaged, its had too much time. some twists and turns look skeptical, and there are some killer drops. from what you can tell, all of the coaster is there, but part of it is blocked off by the first coaster. there are certain spots that look like they are about to break any moment. and you see that some tracks have been replaced, so its more smooth in certain areas, but those areas are followed by some of the worse looking tracks. the carts are an attractive color, and its got a catchy name. youre oddly attracted to it, yearning for the daring experience, a chance to be brave. but you also want to ride it for your own curiosity, despite the epic and notable faults.

which would you choose?
would you stick with something plain and simple, familiar,
or would you try something drastically daring and risky, unknowing if you'd come out okay?

SERIOUSLY GUYS

it wasnt even a big deal.
why are we letting something SO SMALL break EVERYONE UP?
this.is.so.dumb.

AND I WILL PUT A PERIOD AFTER EVERY WORD FOR ADDED EMPHASIS.
got a problem with it?
THEN DONT READ MY FREAKIN BLOG.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

game night was fun.
and guess what.
NO ONE WAS THERE.
minus rob, JARED, his friend, and justin.


i hate how screwed up everything is.