Friday, July 9, 2010

you know what for me the most heart breaking thing in the world is?
knowing i will always be second to any best friend that i encounter.
to christian friends, i will be third, counting God into the equation.
God will always be first.
but in an average person, their lover comes first.
then the friend. the sidekick. the second thought.

YES i realize that this is a selfish dream. however,
the most serious i have ever been, i just want to be loved.

and that is why friendship hurts.

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