im going to buck up enough nerve to seriously cuss my mom out and leave.
maybe ill punch her in the kidneys. cause man, she really pisses me off. perhaps i should just rip out her ears too. its not like she uses them or anything. not for anything important at least. just to listen to people...THROUGH THE PHONE. maybe we should fight via phone conversation instead. she isnt very good at focusing at the stuff in front of her. i wonder if i lit myself on fire if she would notice. perhaps she would only smell the burning and wonder "oh, i probably just left something on the oven too long, AS ALWAYS." oh, but thats right, she doesnt admit to fault. she just turns the blame on someone else. "NO! I DIDNT DO IT! IT WAS HER! LOOK WHAT SHE DOES!"
OH and then she pulls the "you have verses on your walls but you dont act on them" card. oh lordy. if she would have known what was screaming behind my skull. SHE HAS NO IDEA WHAT I PUT UP WITH EVERY DAY! shes like "you could just learn to live with it." are you serious. LOOK LADY, JUST BECAUSE YOU GAVE UP ON ME DOES NOT MEAN IM GOING TO STOP FIGHTING AGAINST YOU. i really cant stand her. her ignorance, her selfishness. her STUPIDITY. her ego. im tired of putting up with her little "house make overs." SHES RUINING OUR HOME!! nothing from my childhood is left. shes replaced it with new, better things. as always.
i just cant freakin wait to move out. i might do it sooner than im allowed to.
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