1/11/10

blab. blab. blab.
too many people are misinterpreting the wrong words. its like nothing is clear anymore, like everyone's written tone is off. which sucks, cause it makes it hard for communication.

i think its ironic how the people who have the most trouble with adults are having trouble with this whole stacey thing. and those whose parental background is decent are finding it easy as pie.

i really should do hw. but really, all of its review. i gave up on doing biology at home since i found a new way to get by during lunch time.

are you ready for some serious irony?
a year ago this past weekend, hunter went to winterjam with the friends that i lost her to.
i went to winterjam this weekend with the friends i think im going to lose too.
despite what they say, i think i believe in fate too, i swear oedipus is rubbing off on me, but i think im inevitably driving people away. why or how, i dont know. but it happens every year. but its why im going to lay off for a while until i can be sure the waters are safe again.
you think im kidding? i have a way with repelling people.
i lost danielle the end of my 7th grade year, jon the end of my 8th, hunter the middle of ninth, come on, who next? who else does God want to bring into my life, let me attach a few heartstrings to, and then rip them away like a bandaid? "it will only hurt for a little bit" yeah maybe, but you cant hide the scar underneath it. and i think i mean that as literally as possible.