17.

you know when you have something really important to say and so you wave you hand anxiously in the air while the teacher directly looks at you and still refuses to call on you, and then when you finally get to say it, you forget about it, and youre sitting there racking your brain until it hurts just to remember, and then when you finally remember you realize that it wasnt even that big of a deal, and then youre even a little ashamed for acting like an idiot, and you try to discard the thought all together and hope that no one saw you? thats basically me right now. only im not in a class room, and im not surrounded by other students and were not talking about the epic of gilgamesh or glucose or factoring. im just sitting here in an empty house, with two cats, a cell phone, and God.